the girl's 18. stuck on a small island, also known as the little red dot on the global map. presently living a mundane life contributing to the unemployment rate and chionging driving lessons are what she does nearly daily. well, here records some of the interesting and amusing moments she enjoys. :D

turns 365 days older on the 7th of Nov and is deeply in love with the colour purple. currently indulging in SUPER JUNIOR! :D


Super Junior M - 迷 (Me)


get it in stores 2 or 9 May depending on your region!

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i was really bored yesterday. so i did this. haha kind of an improvement from the one below. lol. sigh. getting kinda bored with ecp. went there last fri. butt hurt like hell. and went there yest evening to blade. and then tmr, i suppose the class wants to go there again as well. and on sat, i'm going there to blade with banana too.

how fun.
ok LAH. its quite fun actually. but too many times a week can really sian you out.

okay my cousin is WEIRD.
yes, vanessa tan. you are mad.

all i said was, if you do watch sg idol, vote for paul.
and then she came out with all those crap like he's a weirdo with a bad hairdo and all.
yeah okay. he is. so what?
its his identity. his uniqueness.
and the click five's kinda weird too.
they've got those 60s hairdo.

take this,


okay. i'm not like biased against them or something. just justifying my stand.
yup, sorry to the other click five fans out there.
vanessa tan, what's with your biasness towards paul twohill then?
BOTH have got the weird hairdos too.
& i admit that he's a weirdo.
even dick lee says he's like from the addams family, but he's got the talent.

and c'mon. those idol wannabes are pursuing their dream. its what they want in life.
and you call them a DISGRACE!?

please take into consideration your harsh words, because it isnt pleasing to the ear.
if you got what it takes, then why not?
please, if you dont wanna vote, then dont.
just DONT go around saying that they are a disgrace.
because, you just gotta be much more open minded and stop despising them.
and respect them for what they want, and their bravery and courage to pursue their dreams.

=)
and not to worry, mr twohill wont be coming by here. and yes, i agree it is a waste of money too. all in all, please stop saying that they are a disgrace, if only you were one of them would you feel hurt by other's words.

one more thing, i didnt say OTH was weird. i just said the click five were weird. but i agree, they sing well. (:

bah.





this is one confused little bear!

thanks to: x

oooh 2 days ago i was addicted to where'd you go. and then yest was sg idol auditions, and they sang i still. and now, its like replaying again and again in my head. bwahaha.

bah. i'm leading such a boring life. horrible. and i've been slacking. bah.
what a wrinkled prune i am.
gotta get down and do some work.
oh please, let me love gp and physics and econs and whatever else.

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go
*ooh nick sings this part solo!*

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I try to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know
*nick sings this part solo again! (:*

Ohhhh
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Ohhhhh (can't live without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you

this song is really stuck in my head la. cannot tahan man.



oh man. nick is still as cute as ever.
can you imagine, i had a thing for nick ever since my first cd player.
and i bought britney spears' first cd, "hit me baby one more time"
and bsb's "millenium".
damn cool sia.
those frozen memories.

[EDIT] okay so after changing the title/date format thing, i realized i can only blog one post per day. how hard is that during the hols man. when i'm 24/7 stoning and rotting at home. haha. oh well. playing around with ps is just so fun.
this is the before, (well, with some very minor editing)

and this is the after, (with some major editing)

oooh do i love the wonders photoshop can do. (: ok maybe looking at this pic for too long can cause dizziness. 1503hrs[/EDIT]


this is some random post. currently looking for pix to refurbish my blog. seems like there are none. this pic is way cool. adidas high heels. wooot.



first day of the hols and im tired.
maybe just tired of everything.
no point looking forward to the hols when its gonna be the start of intensive studying and tuitioning. what a bore.

yest was masters.
and before that in the morning, they sort of got the whole team to sit at the gallery for presenting the prizes. it felt kinda weird, for the whole school to look at you and all. hah. and we had to sing the anthem and say the pledge too. and choonhua was damn funny la. lol.

and so, david, edwin, leonard, yiquan, aloy, clara and steph got into masters! and clara, aloy and yiquan made it to the stepladder! so proud of them yeah! they got 3rd 3rd 2nd respectively. =) and i stayed up the prev night to do the banners for spinny skinny and steph soh the pro. hah.

then went to northpoint for lunch with some of the girls. and then yl asked us whether we wanted to cycle at ecp. so we decided to go along since it was pretty near too.

so ended up, glenn, yl, darryl, zen, regina, elis and i went cycling... cycle until butt pain. and its damn pain. the bicycle seat was super hard, cycled from the bike shop to nsrcc and then to the food centre there almost non-stop. yeap. then went to the food centre to eat.

then after returning the bikes, went to the breakwater there and talked till bout 1145.. then we went back and elis wanted to learn to cycle so regina and i were trying to help her with the bike. seems like her body slants together with the bike, causing imbalance. lol. nvm, more practice and it'll be good. (:

came back arnd 1 plus and dad got kinda angry cos i didnt call back and my batt was flat. sigh.
[EDIT] oh yeah. elis reminded me. my stupid idiotic old pair of sandals burst on the way while walking there. so yeah. left the front part attached to the sole. then when we cycled to nsrcc and stopped for a break, i decided to pull the whole thing off. so it became like slippers. and then while cycling from the food centre back to the bike shop, the right part totally came off. irritating. had to get some scotch tape from the bike shop ppl but obviously it came off when we were walking to the breakwaters there. sigh. but luckily zen's rubber bands helped me last till i reached home. thanks zen! irritating sandals! oh wells. think they lasted me about 3 yrs? i suppose its long enough. hahs. shall prob get new ones from phuket soon. [/EDIT]


i miss bowling. i miss the adrenalin rushes.
i miss the seniors. i miss everything.


lalalalalalalalala.
i shall drown myself in songs and songs and more songs.


haha. if only i'd ever think this way.


so proud of those who made into the masters too! and we were so close to getting first for girls! nvm, the j1s will do SA proud next yr!!

yest was a pretty horrible day, and im so glad vic was there to brighten it up, and to vic; i know you will prob not read this but we're so so so proud of you for being our wonderful captain. and we know you did your best!

regina (yim) and michelle, dont be sad anymore! you did SA proud. and its a fact. (:

rodricks bowled well today! wheee. so proud proud proud. and my final game was something considered better of 177.

so anw, we lost the gold medal by 9 points, but being 2nd is real good already. i feel so fortunate to share the glory with team sajc!

well my experiences the past few days esp for quartets have been overwhelming. particularly since we were placed beside ac's team 1 guys (gan yang, nicholas, kenny & hanwei). whooot. crazy i tell you. the "YEAH-ing" and all. loved the atmosphere. took a few frames to get used to it. but i felt nothing after that. the cheerings and noises behind seemed oblivious to me. and the way the ac guys had their spirit on going, way respectable for that. to the extent of jumping on chairs and all. the spirit was admirable, but sometimes i felt that it was overdone. but i didnt get myself affected by it.

it kinda opened new doors to obstacles that i never knew i could tackle. i thought that i couldnt handle the stress of people cheering behind me, but now i understand that sometimes, when you gotta just keep your mind on track, you'll become ignorant to everything. but not that i dont appreciate the cheers, i really do. they spur me on to greater heights! and when i see those ac guys go on striking sprees, i am even encouraged to have baggers just like them.

and today, i finally "YEAH-ed" the loudest out on the lanes in my life. i yelled like no one's business. the adreanaline rush was just there. if only i could keep the momentum going right from the start. but i did my best. and its quite some accomplishment, so there's next yr!

ac and sa really put in a great fight. and so did rj. sadly we lost to rj girls by 9 points. but im really proud of the guys. sa bagged 1st and 2nd for quartets. sooo happy! hahahs. our girls got 1st for quartets too! woot..
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anw, we watched X-Men: The Last Stand yesterday. the 12 of us after the games. i sort of cheered up after talking to steiner during lunch. thanks steiner! and then went to the cathay and were deliberating to watch da vinci code or xmen. vic wanted da vinci but the time wasnt right so we settled on xmen instead. i felt kinda unwilling since i havent watched the other 2 instalments but the movie was superb.

really great action parts, except some of the characters were actually like extras in the movie. like rogue. she didnt do much this time, just created some rift between bobby and kitty. the result of the rift caused by kitty between her and bobby. and angel. that new fella. he just saved his father from being killed. oooh and jean grey looked damn scary when her powers were on full blast.

oops. ok. no more spoilers. heh. alrights. gotta support masters tmr. nights.

Where is the moment when I need it the most
I kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me my blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me my passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on

I stand in the line just to hit a new low
I'm faking a smile with coffee to go
I tell you my life's been way off line
I'm falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on

Cause I had a bad day
I'm taking one down
I sing a sad song just to turn it around
I say you don't know
I tell myself don't lie
I work at a smile and you go for a ride
I had a bad day
The camera don't lie
I'm coming back down and I really do mind
I had a bad day
I had a bad day

Well I need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what I say
And I don't need no carrying on

Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out
Wrong
I might not make it back and I know that I could be well oh that
strong
Well I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when I need it the most
Oh you and I
I kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause I had a bad day
I'm taking one down
I sing a sad song just to turn it around
I say you don't know
I tell myself don't lie
I work at a smile and you go for a ride
I had a bad day
I see what I like
And how does it feel, one more time
I had a bad day
I had a bad day
I had a bad day
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i am sorry if i am of any verbal harm to you all.
but did you guys realize how your actions hurt me in a way?
i dont know how to describe it out loud,
but then again, i've really tried so hard to be one of you all.
but sometimes, i dont know how to go about it.
i feel so lost.
i feel so alone.
i feel like i'm just a small fish in a big big big ocean,
why dont a big shark just come and eat me up.



the surprise i meant 2 days ago was the making of cookies for the team. we made like 30 over cookies in 4 hours. oh man. tiring but fun. and they were so tempting. and yummy too. hope the team appreciated it.

today was horrible. chi test, then hist test, and then gp presentation. i almost wanted to die. and we got back horrible results.

sigh. so anw, i really need to improve and buck up. june hols are here, here for me to start mugging.

bleah. short post, shall let some pictures do the talking.




okay, the above two were taken by me.


and these two were taken by banana. and obviously banana's pix are like damn clear because she was damn near them? sigh. shouldnt have ran off. should have just stayed there to see em.

anw, thanks banana for these pix! i hope you're doing fine! i'll be here. and yes. i have to admit banana can take nice pix, but only if she's less than 2m away. HAHAHA. just kidding. mine was 12x zoom la pls. so far behind lor.

muahahahhaa. oh and i found another place where pix there are superrr sia. hahaha.

quartets tmr. (:
saints are gonna win the championships. its gonna be 2006.




thanks uncle chao, for that some cheering up on the prev prev post.

and i guess some sakae would do me good.
doubles today with zaikia.
i bowled okay. not good, not bad. just average.
i need consistency.
i really do hope our team will do well for quartets.
go cali, regina and elis! we can do it yeah.

i should be going phuket in the 2nd week of the hols. i cant wait. i cant wait to leave this isolated bubble filled with everything horrible in the world. anger, anxiety, stress.....

and im cooped up like some featherless bird, a bird about to die, knowing that its gonna die, yet it tries so hard to break through its cage, just wanting to see the world outside, for it has hope that something good will dawn upon it one day, something that would change its life for the better.
but as it knaws on the grills of the cage, it slowly succumbs to death, unable to fight on in this battle for happiness.

sometimes, i should just shout out all my feelings.
i should just scream at my pillow, and fire everything out on this blog.

When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
And have a little faith in me

When the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try, baby
And have a little faith, faith in me

And when your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here baby
From a whisper start
To have a little faith in me

And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you will see
i will catch your, i will catch your fall
Just have a little faith, have faith in me

Well, I've been loving you for such a long long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
'Cause for us there is no end
And all you gotta do is have a little faith in me
I will hold you up, i will hold you up
And your love gives me strength enough to have a little faith in me
oh, have faith , oh, darling
Have a Little Faith In me
Faith

<3 Mandy Moore

maybe i should just have some faith in myself.

forget about the prev post.
i was angry. but after taking a nap it was ok. hahs.

^{yest. 20may.}
left early for training, then dad forgot to come pick me up. so ended up waiting longer and not going down there. so went straight and met sp, lixin, B2... then blahblah. the blardy sun was so freggin hot. i almost melted. and i was in my saints bowling tee somemore. :/ quite boring la. forgot my stupid CF card. then grace was sick, so after that, helped edmund get his too. then went back there. took ages to flag a cab. what a bad day.

then waited like hell, and nothing happened. false alarm once too. oh well, i had my bravissimo. YUMS. i forgot what flavour though. it tasted like marshmallows or something. i love love gelato. and tiramisu's the best. hahaha. hooked onto it after Liz's mum made it.

so anw. we waited and chatted. gossiped. hahaha. grace is so cute when she talks about her ahem. lols. then dad came, and we had to go for mama's bday at china club. my grandma's 77 years old! =))

china club's damn ex la. think it was 75 bucks per person or something. the food was great, the ambience was great. i was like 8 course meal i think. hahah with suckling pig! its at some 52nd floor of capital tower in the cbd. haha.

then went back. muahahaha.

_{today. 21may.}
went to t2 in the morn. and i came up the escalator, just nice, he came. so blah blah. sent him off. ahaha. then waited. met sharon, chatted with her. nice to chat with her sia. she's fun. and jessie too. haha. and our cake theory. hahah "it must have been the cakes!!!" and it was. had to bring back 16 out of the 30 cakes. poor fella. 1 guy how to bring back 30 cakes!?

then did some gp and waited for the rest. then it was totally horrible, so i just sent them off... and blah. then mum and dad came for lunch.

went back and rested, then headed for elis' house for.... something. hahah secret secret. shall reveal tmr. lol.
am tired. came back just before dinner. then chionged gpp. its late. gonna have doubles soon. =)

we can do it!!!
ezra's given me a great offer. and i will aim to achieve my reward! (:

why am i nice to people,
when they dont care about it at all.
why do i think on their behalf,
when they dont appreciate it at all.
why do i do things to their convenience,
when they just take me for granted.
why do i always give and give and give,
when i expect karma to happen.
why do i help people without much thought,
when they just think of it as something minor.

why why why.
does anything ever make sense?
all i ask was for YOU to do the same when it came round to me,
and you didnt.
fine.

maybe i should just turn into a selfish blob.
some freaking stingy miser.
someone who'd just be a self centred freak.
i guess it'll do me good.

yesterday was the finale of Amazing Race 9. and the hippies won. boo. i wanted frat boys to win. bleah. AND THEY WENT JAPAN!!! omgomgomg. my much awaited episode ever since i saw the trailer for it like 182787323757485741 years ago. hahaha.

oooh i wanna go shibuya and take a pic with Hachiko. and the Capsule Land Hotel too. (: ahhaa. FujiQ highland will be too overwhelming for me man. and i so so so miss Mt Fuji, where the clouds are almost just right above you.

so anws. been real busy. singles sucked. i must work much much harder for doubles!

chionged to airport after school today. 966 arrived just as i reached the bus stop. BUT there were so many stupid red lights la. darn it. so anw. pia-ed cab down at parkway. costed me $8.50 sia. ouch. poor pocket. luckily managed to see him.

then went down to marina to check out the place. met yx and banana at airport before that. had quite a 'fun' time catching up with them eh. stupid yx so childish pls. omg so throw face. :( hahaha. run all the way from redhill mrt to crez. so maluating.

then went to crez to get their o's cert. then had to rush back for mental training. was almost late, but the kind me helped those 3 hungry people their precious food from macs. and i chionged all the way back, to find the rest slacking outside SC. =/ bah. tired sia. had enough of chionging here and there.

so anw. i took video. go search it up on youtube if you want. hurhur.
tmr's one whole busy day. =)

we won rugby. (:

15-10 against RJ.
well done ruggers.

its the bowler's time to do SA proud.

We're gonna win
Dont wanna be a loser - gonna win
Cuz winnin really is the only thing
Get out of the way we're comin in
If ya wanna fight just step inside the ring
Does anybody wanna take a swing?
Its gotta be all or nothing
Oh we're gonna be the champions
Ya were goin all the way - we're gonna win win

We're gonna win
Forget about a draw - we're gonna score
And then we're gonna get a few more
Maybe another one just to be sure
We'll make ya look just like an amateur
Until the final whistle its a war
And then we're gonna pick ya off the floor
We wanna hear the crowd really roar
Ya - were comin in we're gonna win win

We're gonna win - we wanna win
Cuz number one is everything
We're gonna win - we wanna win
We're gonna be the champions
We're gonna win

<3 Bryan Adams

its tomorrow. rugby finals against rj as well. singles. please do come support us! at yishun safra, after school! (:

ALL THE BEST!
to the ruggers,
and my beloved bowlers!
we can do it!

p.s am sick sick sick. was quite bad yesterday. argh. hopefully i'll be better by tmr.
SAINTS ALL THE WAY!

omg. firefox rocks la. i just got new add-ons and a new theme, BlackJapan. chic man. hahaha. ok this is random. still feeling sick. balalala. some mode of venting my anger. ta.

feeling ever so horrible. my immune system seems down. and i just had to get sick right before nationals. omg. i dont know whether it was something i ate. or germs i caught yesterday while blading. seems highly unlikely though.

argh. sore throat and a flu. horrible. and there's so much work to do.

gp compre.
math test.
history essay outline.
physics tutorial.
gp presentation script.
gpp 2nd draft.

wahahahah. and i havent touched any. cool eh.
and today was supposed to be 'going out' day.



bah. stupid gpp. giving me all those headaches. i was just very bored. sigh. ry's in tokyo now. wish i could fly there to join her. sickening.

a div's starting. im scared.
bah. i just wanted to blog for fun. ok im off. short ending post. nights. mothers day tmr. hurhur.



辛辣な世の中は 真実を嫌って
信じちゃいけないと唆(そそのか)し笑う

Don't Cry 君よ
ただ 狂おしく 日々を行くがいい
計り知れない 愛があふれ そして僕の指は

今 触れたなら この空さえも この闇さえも
裂くよ I Want Your Love I Want Your Hate
導いて この哀しみを この切なさを
消して I Want Your Love I Want Your Hate
永遠は儚(はかな)い だけど Rhodesia

夢は続く
夢は続く

歴史は言葉を すべて使い果たし
何に踊ってる 何に迷ってる

So Long 君は
今 光と影で描かれた
絵のような世界が目の前に 僕を惑わすのか

この罪さえも この罰さえも ただ受け入れる
そして I Want Your Love I Want Your Hate
抱きしめて この愛しさも このエゴさえも
すべて I Want Your Love I Want Your Hate
もう引き返せない だから Rhodesia

夢の果てに

夢の果てに誰かが 立ちつくしてる
赤い影の中 夢はまだ続く

今 触れたなら この空さえも この闇さえも
裂くよ I Want Your Love I Want Your Hate
導いて この哀しみを この切なさを
消して I Want Your Love I Want Your Hate
永遠は儚い だけど Rhodesia

夢は続く
夢は続く

<3 kat-tun.

ohoh. 陳奕's 《精靈》 rocks. & 醉青樓 from 范逸臣.
and Jolin's 舞孃！superb man. Mr. Q rocks. hahaha.

p.s please view the above in unicode!

so wanting to go for kat-tun concert. a new experience. but it'll be difficult going into a land of an unknown language my tongue cant speak.

so now, i wanna learn jap! while ry's in japan now going for kat-tun's 13/14 may concert at the tokyo dome. OOOOOH.

i miss that place so so so much. i wanna go back tokyo again!

anw, mental training was cancelled yesterday, so last min decided to head down to tp for the soccer match. SA vs TP. most highlighted match man. it was crucial, because if we lost, we were gonna be kicked out. so yeah. (: we cheered till my throat went sore. hahaha. and shauna says we are 'super ons' one. but of course. lol. up saints!

met jingyi and her friends and then joel came to bus stop just at the right time. so dragged joel along as well. WAHAHHAA. and kanchiong joel kept asking me whether i knew where to stop. and i was dozing off and we were at the back and joel was like at the right side while i was at the left, and mr kanchiong kept going, "eh sherlene, dont sleep arh... you know where to stop or not??" =/ hahaha. damn funny sia. had fun joking around all the way there. & ezra told me the wrong bus stop sia. luckily we saw. hahaha. leesi was there too, and then shauna, geraldine, weijin they all came after their gp test. hahah. watched the match till half time then chaoliang showed me his wonderful card tricks. ahaha. cool stuff. i can learn when he gives me free tuition!

saw charlie and bert and nigel and salleh and all the rest of the tp peeps. and bert gave me his mini water gun. had fun shooting ezra in his chest. muahahaha. so spastic to wear a life vest somemore. the SA weirdo has a partner now, mr ezra phua yong kian! =P and i havent seen mr goh again! hahah oh i saw mai lao shi, but i think she forgot my name alr. =/ so anw, yep. SA WON! 3-0! FINALS TIME OHOHOH. we must win 1ST! im gonna support. if im free. i dont care! hahaha.




we're the ones in orange, btw. hp cam's not too good. lol. and the first goal was damn zai. tp's goalie didnt even see that coming, no time to react at all. lol.

okay, some random picture.


p.s i edited, at 2116 hrs. (:



stupid blogger had some probs yesterday. so i shall post it under 9may. anw, yep. short one here. no time to waste. GPP on hand. and so is physics test tmr. gah. disgusting crap.



mum bought cheesecake. yums. and satay. and indian rojak. and stingray. SO NICE. i want more birthdays. birthdays call for food celebrations. mama's birthday up soon! wheee.

oh yeah. 56 's having auto for concert DVD. whee. taipei concert. I MUST BUY. hahaha the feeling that i was part of the audience there is just so .... overwhelming? haha.

alrights. training today was okay. not very good scores. and hopefully yishun's lanes will do me good. still cant find my line for pin 10. argh. and monday got extra training before wed's SHOWTIME. oooohhhh. i think im ready, physically.

the mental problem, is another thing.



went to watch MI3 with mum and dad yesterday cos mum had the movie money thingys. hahah it was superb. except the storyline was quite stereotyped. i just loved the action. but the last part abit abrupt. the scenes were great. i pitied the hot orange Lamborghini that was blown up. so wasted! hahaha and before that they had PGR3 trailers with the Lamborghini running through the streets of Rome. (:

hahaha. Jonathan Rhys Meyers' british accent is so nice la. lol. oh only thing disappointing was that mum took her own sweet time and thus we arrived late and had to accept 1st row seats. and there was this woman beside me, about 30+ kept holding her bf's hand and grabbing it and screeching at the scenes with most suspense. damn irritating la. =/ and there was this boy of about 12 yrs old behind kept talking to loudly pls. some people had to 'shhh!' like 128938497429 times before he could shut up. gosh. ohwells. full cinema. what to do.

hahaha. okay but then i wouldnt say it was one of my best movies ever. narnia still rules. muahahaha. and obviously the last parts led to a speculated ending that he would die. but he didnt. if not no more MI4.

sigh so many things to do. got econs research test tmr and i havent done anything at all. and there's gpp and i've to help bob burn something. SIGH. yet i dont wish for the hols to come cos there'll still be pw and BTs to study for. wth. :( i lead a boring life.



training today was highhh. all except the first game. i need to learn to control that anxiety and worry inside of me. (: oh well. team 3 power! regina, calista, elis and me! we're gonna bring the pins down man!

everyone was high today. the guys were like YEAH!!!!! all the way. hahaha. i love our team spirit.
and i just came back from bbq at mama's hse. sigh. tired and full. ohohoh. clara chehcheh has got birkenstocks too. i want i want i want. HAHA. anyone wanna share and buy online? can save arnd $60 per pair if you buy more than $240 with free shipping. or something like that. hahaha.

oooh i want the purple one!

ooohhhh love love!

anw. i've suddenly been very sensitive to some words. and i sort of cringe at them? hmmmm. =/ ohwells. hahaha. i'll just laugh it away.

there's so much work. i'm so lagging behind. and then there's gpp and tournament coming up and like. so little time left till block tests. OH GOSH. i need some kind of miracle.



whooot today was such a long day i home at 8.45pm! and tiring too. oh well.

pe in the morning had 5 items. AND I GOT A GOLD! yay. all As and Bs except for a freaking C for pull-ups which i missed by 1 more for a B. so anyway, had 33 sit-ups, 181cm for broad jump, 48cm for sit&reach, 13 for pull-ups and 10.9s for shuttle run. yay. free from napfa for the rest of the year! mr ng rocks! heh. all mr ngs seem to rock. lol. how coincidental.

went lunching with cg after school. half our cg went so not too bad. hhaha. the 5 girls, nic, weiying, kokyong, elmo, brandon, jerome and nigel. foodcourt @ ps was great! ooh i loved loved my fish soup. and less crowded on weekdays somemore. then chionged back to sch with nic for pt...played capt's ball with a rugby ball la. it kept bouncing on the track ground. irritating.

then had mental training after that. the trainer's advice was pretty good. found it relevant personally so i hope i'll be able to overcome my nervousness soon enough with his tactics. then came home and on the way back, witnessed the SDA rally. was quite cool seeing them rallying the people of potong pasir in dialect. and all. really cool. not sure whether i can blog about politics so i'll just stop here.

damn tired. school's boring. i go to school everyday awaiting the weekend, AND THE 20th of may. OHOHOH. icantseemtowait. goodnight.



this is cool.
11月07日 （海王星#戰車）

喜歡旅行、冒險，不斷開拓和創新；好奇心很重，喜歡探究新的領域，不斷改善舊的事物；具有很好的才藝和創作能力。

優點是擁有豐富創意和想象力，能夠鍥而不捨實現目標。
缺點是對事情的要求標準太高，別人很難達到。

mum got this from her colleague. haha. the strengths of me like striving till the very end sounds abit .... weird. i cant perservere that well. hahaha.

please view in unicode if you cant see the above.

feeling very sian, very lethargic just to do anything productive out of my life. throbbed with problems, projects, tutorials, training... everything's just hounding me.

i'll be even surprised if i can really pull through.
and that seriously deserves a good pat on the back.

im stressed. i've been failing econs, math... all except chi so far. and it aint so that my chi is up to standards as well. and there's a physics test next week. i'll have to mug hard for it.

and then there's gpp too. which is due in 2 weeks time. i'm glad that my pi has been approved, and mrs lee said she used it during grp focus and they liked it. so i guess its alright now. phew.

training has also been quite strenuous recently, mentally and physically. i wanna do sa proud, i wanna do myself proud, i wanna do uncle henry proud. and its all in 13 days time.

academic-wise, im in desperate need of tuition. for math and physics, for now at least. and im quite sure i'll have to join econs tuition in time to come. all the H2 subjects. fantastic. and i thought jc life was much more manageable that sec sch life, and i was so wrong.

on the other hand, been talking to uncle chao recently, it kinda comforts me to know that at least he can gimme sound advice in things that only guys would understand. lol. ;) i hope he pulls through his current situation real fast. and then everyone can be happy once again. HAHA.



i ran my 2.4km in 14.41 mins todayyy oh man im so prouda myself. ahhaha. cute pe teachers really pull the trick. ;) just kidding. i ran for my own sake. even though morning i was like coughing like mad with phlegm stuck in my lungs and mr cute was saying BLESS YOU for coughing? right.......

hahahah cute sia. and he can spell my name now. LOL. after 2 times of like, harh? harh? oh yay. that's a B for me for 2.4! considering i got like a D last yr? and got like 17 mins plus? i improved by like 3 mins sia! hahaha really pushed myself and ran non-stop. tracks are condusive places to run okay. unlike the stupid school with ups and downs causing me to lose my momentum.

sigh, fri's the 5 items. and shuttle run has no more bean bag. its wooden blocks now. =/

school was crap today. sooo long. until 6 la. 11 hrs in sch. :( and mrs chan went to shift math up so that she could go see doctor. so we had no break from like 9.15 to 2.15pm? gahhh.

oh we got back econs too. i failed. and chi wasnt too good. and history essay qn was crap. i so need to buck up.

i really need to mug. where's my motivation gonna come from? gah! tmr's first official training just with uncle adam. I MISS UNCLE HENRY. :( was su ku-ing to binglin today during math lect. someone got 3rd among nationals sia. so pro! hahaha.

sigh.



bbq was superb. the foood was oh-so-good man! thanks to liz for the food and david and gang for planning the event! thanks to those who cooked! really must credit hoyun, vic, yl, gt, zen, etc... for the cooking of the food.

though i think i ate a few half-done chicken satays, it was really really delicious.

and very fun. though we didnt get to play polar bear. hahaha. i lazed around and ate and chatted with the rest. hahaha funny how we can exchange all those lame jokes and lame stuff.
and the stupid lamp thing kept going off.

and yiquan went to shake it a few times and it worked again. and then it went off again and i fixed it a few times later. damn stupid sia. moral of the story, i can fix lamps. ((:

there was so so much food! satay, chicken wings, sotong, potato, corn, prawn, rice, beehoon, salad, fruits, hotdog, crabstick, otah.... so full la. and liz's mum's home-made tiramisu is soooo nice! oh man. i cant wait for more bbqs in the future. hopefully there'll be one. and i realized just ordering from the online caterer is so much easier than getting people to bring whatsoever. that's like... sadness la. hahaha.

oh.they had alot of fun with the "......." too. owells. all in the name of fun. lol. right. its may day but i've got gp essay. darn it. i wanna go out!

To be happy! =D
dark Chocolates!
purple gold earrings
rhinestone earphones
tiffany&co heart necklace
BAPE trucker cap
Don't Don digital disc
Teukie's earring I
Teukie's earring II
SJ-M's 迷 (Me)
Super Show: The First Asia Tour Concert Album
態度 tee
Evisu jeans
white long strap bag
Coach long wallet
Adidas shoes[x]
movies to catch:
Step Up 2 the Streets(13/03)
Vantage Point (20/03)
Street Kings (10/04)
Definitely, Maybe (10/04)
Made of Honour (15/05)
Indiana Jones and the King of the Crystal Skull (23/05)
Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (29/05)
21 (19/06)
*go japan again! :)
*get driving license!
*Skiing after A's
*holiday somewhere cool in Jan08!
*hk/tw/bkk/beijing in June08
*Nintendo DS Lite
*visit all the Disneylands!
[ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 ]
*learn japanese
*learn korean
*Achieve to enter desired uni!
*Pass well for Phy!
*Sony Vaio CR35G
*Samsung G600
*pull through JC1
*survive JC2!!!
*a peaceful world to live in... =]
*all my loved ones to be happy & healthy. ;)

groovy kind of love
i still
dancin' shoes
do i make you proud
we are the champions
(a really) bad day
be somebody
have a little faith in me
& i thought you were one of my closest pals.
quickie
up saints!
whooot.
just like a pill
when you're looking like that
rhodesia
winners
happy birthday (to dad!)
1000 things
some kind of miracle
i wanna be with you
:D
the first cut is the deepest
drowning
bowlers bbq


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